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From TILL THE STORM PASSES BY by AnnaLee Conti
Chapter
1
I awoke with a start, my heart skipping like my
fourth graders playing double dutch with their jump ropes. Even my fingers and
toes were pulsing to the pounding rhythm. My body was clammy with sweat. My
parched throat ached.
A sense of profound loss sucked the
breath from my lungs. I sat up in the predawn darkness and shivered as the
chilly air turned my damp nightgown icy. I pressed my trembling hands to my
cheeks and found them wet with tears.
“Why now?” I moaned. I hadn’t had this
nightmare in years—the one that had tormented my childhood. I thought I’d
outgrown it along with my fear of the dark and the bogeyman.
My bedroom door opened. “Evie, are you
all right?” Mother asked. “I heard you cry out.”
“Oh, Mother! Remember that nightmare I
had every night as a child? I had it again. Why now?”
She turned on the table lamp and sat on
the bed beside me. Blinded by the soft light, I squinted at her as she pushed
the damp hair from my forehead as though I were a little child, not her almost
twenty-three-year-old daughter. She looked a little pale, but I assumed it was
the lighting.
“You want to tell it to me again?”
Closing my eyes, I tried to gather the
fragmented scenes of my kaleidoscopic dream. Drawing a deep breath, I licked my
lips and attempted to clear the cotton from my throat. “It’s never a connected
scenario—only flashes and impressions. I’m a little girl again, but I’m in a
place I’ve never been except in my nightmare.” I paused and opened my eyes,
looking beyond Mother, trying to see something I couldn’t quite grasp.
“Is it always the same place?”
“Yeah, I’m standing on a sandy beach
surrounded by mountains. Water ripples at my feet. A beautiful woman appears.
Her long blond hair is pulled back into a ponytail, and her scarf flutters in
the breeze. Excited to see her, I wave. As she turns toward me, a monster looms
over her head, and she suddenly disappears.”
Fear and sorrow constricted my throat,
and I broke off. Swallowing hard, I rubbed my forehead to ease the tension
behind my eyes, but it didn’t help.
“I’m sorry, dear.” Mother stroked my
hand. “Is that all?” Her tone sounded strangely flat.
“No.” I hesitated, trying to put into
words what had only been pictures—like a rapid slide show. “After that, I see
men running, people shouting, water splashing. Then the woman lies stretched
out on the beach, cold and wet and still.” I shuddered. “So still.”
“Do you know who she is?” Mother seemed
to be holding her breath until I answered.
“No, I’ve only seen her in my
nightmare, but I throw myself on her, crying, ‘Mommy! Wake up, Mommy!’ She
doesn’t respond. That’s when I wake up sobbing, feeling all alone and afraid.”
As waves of sorrow washed over me, I
shivered and lay back against my now-chilled pillow. Mother tucked the blanket
around my shoulders.
“Thank you. I guess I’m not too old to
need a little mothering now and then.” I sighed, studying her concerned brown
eyes framed in tousled dark hair sprinkled with gray. “You know, the strange thing
about my dream is the woman I call ‘Mommy’ doesn’t look like you at all. She’s
tall and blond and doesn’t resemble anyone I know.”
Mother’s fleeting look of pain—or was
it fear?—caused me to break off my recital and sit up. “Oh, Mother, I’m sorry I
woke you when you haven’t been feeling well. You’d better go back to bed. I’m
all right now.” I faked a bravado I didn’t really feel.
“Well, if you’re sure you’re okay.” She
seemed anxious to leave. I assumed she wanted to get back to her warm bed. She
turned off the light and slipped softly from the room.
I was wide awake, though. With the
adrenalin pumping, my thoughts raced. I lay still a few minutes but couldn’t
stop shivering. Hoping to warm up and be able to go back to sleep if I changed
into a dry nightgown, I slipped from beneath my covers and tiptoed barefoot to
my dresser. Brr! Hopping from one foot to the other on the cold plank floor, I
changed quickly and rushed back to my snug bed.
Even then, my thoughts wouldn’t turn
off. Why did I have that dream so often
as a child? Why did it recur now that I’m a grown woman? It must mean
something, but what?
That
place. I’ve never been there, have I? There are no snow-capped mountains in
Rhode Island.
And
I don’t know anyone who looks like that woman. Why do I call her “Mommy”? I frowned into the darkness. Haven’t I always lived with my parents, Jack and Louise Parker, in
this tidy white Cape Cod house on High Street in Jamestown, Rhode Island? And
hasn’t Father owned his hotel on Conanicut Island overlooking Narragansett Bay toward Newport since before I was
born?
As the questions swirled through my
head, an impression slipped into my mind. I was a tiny child being put to bed
in what seemed like the top drawer of a very large dresser. I could almost hear
the wind scream all around outside and feel the tiny room rock violently. Then
a black curtain fell on my memory—if it really were a memory and not just my
imagination.
The questions pounded on relentlessly.
Still, no answers came. Finally, I gave up trying to sleep and got up. Since I
was awake anyway, I might as well calculate the grade averages for report cards
due the end of the week. Maybe that would break the endless cycle.
Quietly, so as not to awaken my parents, I turned on the lamp. Pulling
on my slipper socks and blue chenille robe, which I belted snuggly at the waist
to keep out the chill, I padded over to my desk and slid my grade book out of
my briefcase. I sat down and began to add the numbers, a chore I usually
enjoyed since I like math, but my mind refused to focus. I would add a few
figures and catch myself staring off into space, and I would have to begin
adding the same column again.
Enough
of this! I stuffed my grade book
back into my briefcase. Hoping a brisk walk to school in the fresh air would
clear my head, I decided to get dressed and leave early.
I smoothed the covers and pulled up the
quilt coverlet on my bed. Mother had made the star-patterned quilt in my
favorite colors—the colors of the sea—when I outgrew the frilly pink bedspread
of my childhood. Otherwise, my room looked much as it always had with its
painted white steel bed frame and furniture and a round braided rug on painted
gray floorboards. The walls I had painted a soft sea green, the color of the
waves as they foamed and hissed against the rocks at Beavertail Lighthouse, my
favorite refuge.
Quickly surveying my room to see that
everything was in its proper place, I wished
I could so easily set my thoughts in order too. If only I had time to go to
Beavertail. Oddly, those restless waves, always constant and rhythmic, seemed
to soothe and reassure me.
Slipping down the hall to our family
bathroom, I brushed my teeth and splashed cold water on my face. As I ran my
brush through my blond, shoulder-length hair and pinned it up into a French
twist, a few wisps escaped and fell softly around my face and nape. I decided I
liked the look, less severe. I usually didn’t wear makeup, but seeing how pale
I was, I pinched my cheeks and bit my lips to bring some color into them. I
didn’t want my bad night to show on my face.
Before going back to my room to dress,
I checked my appearance one more time. My image in the mirror suddenly caught
my attention. I couldn’t believe my eyes. I peered more closely.
I looked like the woman in my
nightmare.
Who
is she?
My Watershed Moment by AnnaLee Conti
The watershed moment that would change my life forever interrupted my
freshman year at Seattle Pacific College on March 27, 1964.
I grew up in a missionary family in Alaska in the fifties and sixties.
We lived by faith on Daddy’s meager pastor’s salary. My personal faith grew as
I experienced many answers to prayer. Feeling called to fulltime Christian
service, I wanted to attend a Christian college, where I hoped to find a godly
husband. I knew I couldn’t expect financial help from my family, but with a
scholarship and money I’d saved from hundreds of hours of babysitting and
ironing, I enrolled at Seattle Pacific College, an accredited Christian college
closest to home.
Clocks stopped at 5:36 p.m. that memorable Good Friday in 1964 when the
largest earthquake ever to hit North America struck South-central Alaska. At
9.2 on the Richter scale (the recent Japan quake registered 9.1), the quake
centered in Prince William Sound, along the northern edge of the Gulf of
Alaska. It generated tsunamis and devastated every city, town, port, connecting
highway, and railroad in the region.
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| Seward, before the quake. Courtesy US Geological Survey |
Horrified, I watched coverage of the destruction on television. Seward,
a port just south of Anchorage, where my entire family lived, had been hard
hit: the docks swallowed up by Resurrection Bay; oil storage tanks ruptured,
belching flames and black smoke for weeks; homes destroyed; bridges stranded
8-12 feet above shredded ribbons of highways. Several tsunamis carried burning
debris inland, setting everything on fire. Many people were killed. For a
torturous week, I didn’t know if my family had survived.
That summer, I returned home to a very different landscape.
Miraculously, our church and parsonage had survived, but everything south of us
was gone—many homes, the docks where my father had worked as a longshoreman to
supplement his income, the shrimp cannery where I had pulled several night
shifts while in high school. Ninety-five percent of the industrial area had
been destroyed. Family men couldn’t find work, let alone a single college girl.
And no one needed a babysitter.
As that jobless summer progressed, I prayed and tried to have faith, but
I knew it would take a miracle for me to return to college that fall. In July,
evangelists visited our tiny church. We agreed together to make it a matter of
special prayer, and my faith increased.
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| Seward, ayer the quake. Courtesy US Geological Survey |
The first week of August, the local librarian asked me to help her
catalog new books. She could only promise me babysitting wages (50 cents an
hour at that time). It wouldn’t pay my way to college, but it was something
useful to do.
While I was working at the library, a bulletin from the Ford Foundation arrived
announcing an “Earthquake Relatedness” Scholarship for those who had lost a
family member, property, or employment due to the earthquake. It would cover up
to full expenses according to need. I was eligible.
But there was one catch. This scholarship was only for students
attending universities in Alaska. I could not use it at Seattle Pacific
College.
Although it was not what I’d hoped for, I knew this was God’s answer to
my prayers. I immediately applied to the University of Alaska in Fairbanks and
felt peace. At least I would be able to continue my education.
The week before school started that fall, I received my letter of
acceptance and a scholarship covering full expenses for the year. It even
included money for books, a fur parka essential to living in the interior of
Alaska where the thermometer reaches 50 and 60 degrees below zero for weeks on
end, and spending money. And all of my credits transferred. When I graduated
three years later, the scholarship had covered all of my expenses for all three
years.
But that’s not all. Not only did God meet my needs, He gave me the
desire of my heart. The first week of school that fall of 1964, I met a young
man at Intervarsity Christian Fellowship. We married three weeks after our
graduation in 1967. We will celebrate our 48th anniversary in June.
I often laughingly say, “God had to send an earthquake to introduce me
to my husband.”
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Author's Bio:
AnnaLee Conti is an author, teacher, and ordained minister. She resides
in the Mid-Hudson River Valley with her husband, Bob. Together, they have
pastored churches in New York State for 35 years, including pioneering a church. She has taught ministerial and Bible courses, and
served as minister of Christian education and music in the three churches they
have pastored as well as statewide on denominational Christian education and
women’s ministries committees. Now retired, her greatest joy is time spent with
their son and five grandchildren who live nearby.
Conti worked as an editorial assistant at Gospel Publishing House, where
she wrote freelance articles and short stories which were published in EPA
award-winning magazines such as The
Pentecostal Evangel, Youth Alive, and Woman's
Touch, as well as church school curriculum on assignment.
While showcasing the majestic beauty of Alaska in these stories, she
explores important themes she has struggled with in her own life—God's love and
human love, forgiveness and reconciliation, rebellion and redemption, fear and
faith. She tries to give readers satisfying stories that inherently illustrate,
without being preachy, the value of choosing God's way.
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